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前一阵子，我给一些问题困扰着了。
朋友提醒我说，你真的喜欢他吗？
还是我只是一时寂寞，想找个人陪伴想找个人陪伴，关心我？
我啊，是一个很容易动摇的人，听到这自然会质疑自己：“我会吗？”
那时候真的很烦恼叻， 烦得想哭。。。
但是，我今天发现，不是的，不是那样的，我是喜欢他的！
哈哈，喜欢看他的表情，一举一动，声音。。。
还有，想接近他多一些。
当我要见到他时，心总会莫名其妙的紧张，带点兴奋，心跳加速。。。
看到他，就不知觉的笑，也不懂有什么好笑~
然后会想望着他。。。
我的天啊~~~~~ 要是我吃“炸胡”怎么办？？？
或许我应该想，别离那么多吧，就深陷下去吧~ JUST GO FOR IT!!
GA,BATEH CMEI! ^^
人的感情啊，总是那么的困扰。。。
我对他，是怎么了？我真的喜欢上了他吗？
久，党要见到他时，我会心跳加速，很紧张，心里很不自在。
天啊！我是怎样？？？ 他又会怎样？？？
一向来心急得我可是败给这一次了。
耐心的观察，等候，我做到吗？
真是高难度啊~ T_T
It is really a happy day yesterday~ haha, now already 12am loo. Well, I meet up a friends at KJ station and he drove me to One-U~ =DThis friend ah, long time never see him, and really feel glad to meet him up..Is like really hard to imagine that we able to come out lo... Don't know why ahh~ >.<Is like dreaming~ >.< (ish ish, wake up loo, haha. xD)(Trying to tell myself, its real! its real! You are not in the dream now! xD)He is really a nice guy laar~ Haha. ;DAfter One-U, then I continue my next agenda~ Head to Sunway Pyramid.Its a surprise for my friend - Su Ping. Her birthday is on 25Jun laar. But we like having a little birthday surprise for her, The cake~Haha, maybe is not really a surprise for you, cause I think you already know what we are doing actually, but, I hope you will feel happy for what we did for you~ ^_^(I feel happy as well! ^^) haha. xDI hope everyone around me, my friends and my family will happy always~ Get rid of those sadness and everything makes us suffer~ ^.^Argh, my happiness is really hard to write it here, hardly to write down with my "broken english" laaaarrrr.....In chinese is like - 非笔墨所能形容~我真真得很开心哦~ 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。 xD
Today we (me, Justin, Yong Xin, Wei Chuan, Melvin, Jess) went for the casting session organize by the advance diploma Broadcasting students (Our senior~)Its actually quite excited for me, cause it was the first time i went to this thingy... And we went in a group, so that we can crazy together~ LOLAt first we have filled in some forms... And then we took individual picture. This picture is for their records laarr, and they said we will do it as well as we study advance diploma in the future~ And then, we're called in one by one the casting! Owh, I thought we will go in by group~ >.<>
The scene they might ask us to act is:
1. You see a ghost and get frighten
2. Cry until collapse. (Don't really remmeber it, so just using my own words)
3. Go phsyco and start killing people.
4. Happy and then turn into angry.
I'm the fourth who went in to the room, there was a video recording me.
They asked me, which of the scene of the four I will feel more comfortable with. Actually I don't feel comfortable with all the scene.
And then, they asked me to act out with the following dialogue:"I can't believe you did it! You are so horibble!" (something like this laar)
They will only informed us if they really want us~
After that, I acted few of the scene: the one I see a ghost, happy turn into anger.
Haha, that's all for it~ Its really a nice experience for me to know how is the casting actually looks like~ To gain experience lar.
Really have fun for it lar~ ^^
今天，应该算是昨天了吧。其实应该是我快乐的一天，但，不知为什么，原来我并不快乐。也许是女生一个月来一次的关系吧？今天，我除了一整天的街，买了两双鞋，一件衣服，一个腰待，还有吃的。。。不知不觉，我有花钱了，我啊，好像省钱哦，但却好像很难做到似的。今天的我，比起平时话少了一些，感觉不想说话，但却有点逼自己说。原本是快乐的一天，我不想因为我，而变得不快乐。所以。。。原来，掩饰自己的不快乐是那么难的一件事情啊。朋友，我真是不想把自己不好的一面表露出来，只想在你们心目中我还是那个疯女孩，我很想保持着那个形象，永远说些好销得给你们，永远只让你们看到我好的一面，我不想让你们看到哭泣的自己，感觉会让我不知所措。但我今天好像有点做不到的感觉， 保持不到那完美的自己？我在最后有点掩饰不了。其实我是不开心的，但却不知道要怎么告诉你们，就说不出口。也许是这期间情绪较低弱，所以事情都想的较偏激？可以让这种时候赶快过去吗？我想活的快乐自在的。。。
好久没写部落格啦。是懒得写啦，懒到出汁了！哈哈报告一下，我啊，收了一个干弟弟，就是那只猪咯！（绍贤拉）不知怎么说，那感觉就很奇妙，就会把他当成像自己的弟弟看待。。也许是自己没有弟弟的关系吧，（兄弟姐妹中是最小的那个~）一直都好像要有一个妹妹或弟弟，好让我欺负，呵呵（奸笑），现在有了！！ （别把我看得那么恐怖啦！我也是好人啊！）T_T最近嘛，开始上课了！所以啊，压力也跟着来了，尤其是听到要完成的asignments! 简直想死！心中只有怕~（另一方面要安慰自己别怕，什么嘛，好奇怪哦？哈哈，这就是我咯）然后啊，我的心又回到圣约翰了，只是没什么时间啦，但，心是在的！给Buddy的话：宝贝们啊，虽然我日后的日子很忙，但我会抽空来找你们的！我也不希望我们大家之间会有什么距离哦！大家的心永远要有对方的存在好吗？我会想你们的,还有我们开心地回忆，呵呵 ^^希望我们能够一起完成更多的事情！坚信这份友谊能到永远永远！
