Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Feelings of.....

Its have been a time i'm not writing blog here...
There is a lot had happened during this period.. Happy and sad..
Happy is, finally i get to start with him... My mR. right... After been waiting for 7 Months. I'll never forget that day, 18.10.07..... It be be in my memories, and we decided to celebrate it for every years comes. I still remember the how his face look like when he telling me: " can u be my girl friend?" I know that's really a hard thing for him to do, so i really appreciate for what he had done for me~ Thx... ^^ Hope we can get really well in the future.
However, today is the sad day for me. My sister, the one who had the best relation with me has went to New Zealand today. Even that is only for a short period about 6 months, but I really feel the feeling of "Let go", how hard for me to do that..
After she went there, no one will accompany me to sleep at night, no one accompany me to watch ghost show at night, no one accompany to watch ghost movie and scream together in the cinema, no one will ask my suggestion of what clothes to wear, no one will accompany me shopping at Sg. wang, no one will cook maggie me for me, no one will......... within this 6 months..
When i was bck from school, she has left the house. I called her, she asked me to take care of myself. When i heard that, my tears run down......
I'm thinking of what will happened in this 6 months.
I hope she will have a good live in New Zealand.
And I'm waiting of the day she come back, after this 6 months..
Miss ya, Ja.... Tracy.