Monday, January 19, 2009

Today is a what day for me?

Awh, I have bad dream today, dream until I cry like hell.

I dream of him have crush with another girl, the first dream is my friend and the second time is his classmate. In the dream, he shows that he don't care of me even though I'm crying sadly. Well, in real life he probably will do so, I guess he get annoyed with me. :'(

So, this is the second time I dream of this, is that means this will really happen on me? If I really meet this situation in my life, I will really feel want to die..

Haiz, Guy is like that ahh, when the relationship just get start, they treat you like gold, but when times go on, they treat you like... Grass??? Maybe I just haven't meet the real guy?? So I shouldn't judge everyone in this way. But, the failure in relationship really makes me feel lack of confidence. It is so hard for me to stand up after I fell, however, I know have to do so.

Today I sits for Electronic Media exam, it is so hard! There is section a, b, c and d. Guess what, we have to write 2 script and complete others essay in 2 hours! It's really a challenge for me! I was rushing all the time to complete it, the every second is so important for me that time, like puting a bomb beside me. Guess what, the electric suddenly gone when we doing the paper half way! Can you imagine when the electric is gone in a college hall, luckily there is lightcome in when the door is open. This have make me feel really "surprising".

Now, I just hope I can pass my exam, If I fail then need to re-sit exam, then need to pay another RM80! (Bankrap le) :'''(

2 comments:

will vs will said...

haha^^ not every guy like that la..and that is only a dream,and if really (DA GAT LAI SHI) happen ady,u stil got a lot of frens supproting u mah..haha... u r still young,many chance la^^

c.mei said...

ya la... I understand, but that dreams really make me change my mind dy. wo ye bu xiang de~~ Yea, Lucky I got you all support me.. ;)