Friday, April 30, 2010

介于快乐与伤感的中间

今天看了朋友的Blog,看到了这则新闻。

http://chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2010-04-25&sec=malaysia&art=0425mb30.txt

也许,我们以旁观者的心态,会不了了之,反正这些天天都会发生,但是,看了这个女生的Blog后,觉得好悲哀,好伤感!


GIGI, 加油啊!



请大家要小心好吗?不知为了你自己,你的家人,还有别人的家人啊!
他们是要怎么面对?怎么生活下去?
人生不如意事常八九,珍惜现在所有的东西啊!


另一件快乐的事,是我的朋友终于生了!
看着他上传的照片,那baby 好可爱啊!
声明,是那么的稀奇,奥妙?


大家要好好珍惜自己的生命啊,珍惜你说拥有的。
虽然有时候会有很倒霉的事情发生,但总比失去它来得好吧。。。

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Tired yet satisfy!

This two days really make my body out of battery!

Yesterday, I worked for a usher job at Royale Chulan Hotel.
We (me and alicia) just slept for 2hrs ++, and we never had breakfast till 10am ++, and the hotel air con is very very COLD!
What make the condition worse is we are wearing high heels...
OMG! Its really quite suffering~
After the job end, we took some photos, and change our venue to PAV, shop for a while and yam Char at MOF~
Know what, we even fall in to sleep in MOF! That's how tired we are! xP

Anyways, I do enjoy the tired moment, as there is new friends I made during the work.. and some working experience! ^^ Thanks to alicia who introduce me the job! ^^

Today, its really hard for me to get up from my bed, its too comfortable to have a tight sleep! ^^
Umm, and I'm late again, sorry and Thx to my friends that they willing to wait for me. hehe! ^^

We head to Taman Pertanian at the time around 12.00 PM. When we reach there, the sun is really BIG aarrrr~ and I getting dark AGAIN~~

What is so memorable is during the cycling session, I FAINTED! OMG! this prove that a TOUGH person will have her WEAK time!

Fainted 3 times ahh! Broke my record! And almost vomit!
But thanks to them who rescue me laa. HAHA! our st. John Officer JESS, and others like hui bee, jiang li, MADD................. almost all of them lio! HAHA! very "dai zhan jiong!" XD

Ok lo, after that, we hav our lunch+ dinner at Ikea,snap photo and syok.

And what I would like to record down is this, that is what Connie wrote to me in Facebook, which make me feel touch, even just a few sentences.

Connie 雪莹 鸡蛋媚,你要记得不要再迟到了,还有不只是准时,而是要早到,这是其中一个很重要的人生功课。 虽然我比你大,但我在你身上学到的,真的很多。你的疑问,希望你能得到答案,你内心的呐喊,呼求真的有被在乎,被应允的。(找回那本我给你的手册)你要相信天空在黑的时候,还是有光明的时刻,你所面对的问题,上帝知道你的能力,才给你考验。当你累的时候,有个避难处已为你预备,珍重咯,爱你哦~


So sweets! Thanks my dear friends, I will try to change my attitude, and try to learn everything. Thanks for always being there to encourage me! having fun with me... Wish that our frindship will last long! Take care too my friend!


Saturday, April 24, 2010

Happy Day

A day will be so grateful as I am so easy to be satisfied.

I will happy with this Holiday as My plan is so full.

Full with trips and at the same time works to do, St. John works and Jobs.

Thanks God for giving me this, I am satisfy now. (:

And Thanks to my friends, who helps me and supports me for the hard time! ^^



Oh YEAH!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

为家人流的泪

朋友们也许都会认为,我哭,一定是为了感情的事。

就连我自己也没想到,为家人所伤的心,会比感情事来得汹涌。

在 facebook 看了那段 video 之后,让我想起了妈妈。

虽然现实生活中的妈妈没有 video 中的那么感人,但是,他们的心情,都是一样的。

我妈妈,不是一个善于表达自己的人,甚至有时还令人感到很厌恶。

但是,他对我们的爱,是无法被否认的。

我们三个,无论谁大谁小,其实在他的心目中都是宝贝。 无论谁出了些什么事情,都会令他费神,焦虑。

曾经,我也认为妈妈最疼的是我吧,但是,经过了那件事之后,才知道妈妈三个都那么疼,那种疼,是无私的爱,那种爱需要的是坚强和勇敢。

虽然妈妈很少表现出他内心的感觉,但那件事之后,我可以感觉到他的悲伤,那种痛,比狠狠拿刀插在心上还要同,因为,我自己也感受到了。

看到妈妈的伤心,我也好心疼啊。原来,家人是联系在一起的,因为其中一方的不好受,也会带给另一方的难受。

他,花了半个人生在我们的身上,在这个家庭里,为什么要得到这一种回报?

妈妈的身体并不健康,因为他曾经病倒过。所以我真的很为他担心。

妈妈年纪也不小了,已经五十出头了,为什么还要受这种痛?为什么,你可以这样对她?还要持续多久?




我常想,妈妈还能陪伴我们多久啊?如果有一天,我将会失去一样东西,而那样东西将会是我妈妈,那我会怎样?




妈,我真的很希望你能得到快乐!





感觉无助:我什么都帮不上忙。 我真的没能力。

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

still - EXHAUSTED

Owhh, after being so tiring and stressing over exams for nearly 2 weeks...

Even I had a day of resting, but my body still haven recover from it yet... Besides exam, there is still other factors that make me stress over myself.

I guess I'm really tired, and my energy are going to end soon... I need to recharge it back~

What is the solution?

SLEEP,
I think.

May i Rest In Peace?

Sleep with A peaceful mind laaaaaar~

xp

Nights.



may i have sweet dreams for my every nights? pls~ (:

Monday, April 19, 2010

Finally Exam is OVER!

YEAH!! And OWHHHH!

Finally the stressful feeling had GONE! HURRAY!

Have been really been so stressful for these 2 weeks, finally now is all relief!

Finally I get to sleep well again after the exams!

I want to PLAY as much as I can, RELAX as much as I can!

Anyway, the ends of final exam signifies that my 2 years diploma have ended too. (If I am able to pass all the subjects)

There is some emptyness I felt in my heart...

.So confuse.

But, I do think there will be a lot of time for us to meet up together in the future!

It will not ended that easily~ Hiak Hiak Hiak!



I will miss u all, seriously!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Study Mood

Aiseh, how could I help myself? There is totally no study mood at all~

Seeing my friends they really fight for the last paper, but me??

Haiz! Yaa, I should take it more seriously as to score a better results, and its already my last papers... But, did I just LAZY to do so?

For the last time of me, I will sure feel happy that its finally a time for me to rest after the last paper, but for now, its totally a different feelings.
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Because, after the last papers, we will be leaving each other.

University Masyarakat, Oversea, UTAR ...... How many of us still left as a TARCIAN?

I will MISS YOU ALL! Those Who stay with me more than a years.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those have conflicts before, but now still flock together.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those that bring joy and funs for me.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those that we always have crazy moments together.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those create memories for me!
I will MISS YOU ALL!!!!!! Really!


Screaming loud from my heart!

Friday, April 16, 2010

近况:考试

最近都在忙考试啊~

对于这次的考试,我是来认真的啦!
(别误会哦!一向来都很认真,只是这次更加的人真!)

终于,advertising 和 drama 的都考过了!
都不知怎么样熬过来的,一场梦?

接下来的是 International Relationship 了!

希望这次的都一律 PASS 完,要不然就毕业不到了~
我还得跟我的朋友们一起上 advance dip 啊!

加油加油加油
你可以做得到的!!



我其实好喜欢这样的自己哦。
那种为学业拼的感觉,感觉很实在!^^