Monday, April 19, 2010

Finally Exam is OVER!

YEAH!! And OWHHHH!

Finally the stressful feeling had GONE! HURRAY!

Have been really been so stressful for these 2 weeks, finally now is all relief!

Finally I get to sleep well again after the exams!

I want to PLAY as much as I can, RELAX as much as I can!

Anyway, the ends of final exam signifies that my 2 years diploma have ended too. (If I am able to pass all the subjects)

There is some emptyness I felt in my heart...

.So confuse.

But, I do think there will be a lot of time for us to meet up together in the future!

It will not ended that easily~ Hiak Hiak Hiak!



I will miss u all, seriously!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Study Mood

Aiseh, how could I help myself? There is totally no study mood at all~

Seeing my friends they really fight for the last paper, but me??

Haiz! Yaa, I should take it more seriously as to score a better results, and its already my last papers... But, did I just LAZY to do so?

For the last time of me, I will sure feel happy that its finally a time for me to rest after the last paper, but for now, its totally a different feelings.
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Because, after the last papers, we will be leaving each other.

University Masyarakat, Oversea, UTAR ...... How many of us still left as a TARCIAN?

I will MISS YOU ALL! Those Who stay with me more than a years.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those have conflicts before, but now still flock together.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those that bring joy and funs for me.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those that we always have crazy moments together.
I will MISS YOU ALL! Those create memories for me!
I will MISS YOU ALL!!!!!! Really!


Screaming loud from my heart!

Friday, April 16, 2010

近况:考试

最近都在忙考试啊~

对于这次的考试,我是来认真的啦!
(别误会哦!一向来都很认真,只是这次更加的人真!)

终于,advertising 和 drama 的都考过了!
都不知怎么样熬过来的,一场梦?

接下来的是 International Relationship 了!

希望这次的都一律 PASS 完,要不然就毕业不到了~
我还得跟我的朋友们一起上 advance dip 啊!

加油加油加油
你可以做得到的!!



我其实好喜欢这样的自己哦。
那种为学业拼的感觉,感觉很实在!^^

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Presently, My heart is not feeling well.

I'm not having any heart disease, is just that, I can't feel the true happiness anymore.

My receptor is gone? No.

Happiness in the life is not what you can obtain from MATERIAL but LOVE.

I can't feel the love recently, I know there is somethings goes very wrong.. But, WHAT IS THE SOLUTION?

When its late in nights, or when I am alone, the atmosphere is just so...... UNUSUAL? SAD? DEPRESSED?

I can't find a place that is I can hide myself at, even the only place, have polluted with PROBLEMS, ANGER, UNHAPPINESS, FRUSTRATION.

Where is the calmness? Peacefulness?

They just don't know what am I thinking.

Often, a smiley face, doesn't means that I really happy.

It has always been circulating inside my mind - Where is the LOVE?

Monday, February 8, 2010

是时候了

最近,好像失去了一样东西,叫做快乐。
生活中,是有很多事情值得我去快乐,但我却失去了那种真正快乐的表情,感觉,心情。

为什么?是因为我在执着什么吗?

认识我的人,你们都应该了解我。
我也不知道我在想些什么。




最近实在是发生太多事情了。
从家里,到工作。。。还好朋友那里都没什么,要不然,我还撑得住么?

我很试着坚强的面对,告诉自己我可以。
提醒着自己,这些很快就会过去,过后所见的会是光明。

但是,暗地里还是会想要哭泣。




这些都过去了吧?
为什么,我好像还是放不开?
我的快乐呢?
我的心,还是沉重的吗?




最近也不知道为什么,又想起他了。
昨天在MidValley, 突然看见一个,长得跟他蛮像的人~
真的,心脏停止,然后再快速跳动。
应该是虚惊一场吧!
近视的我,也不敢肯定我眼前所见。
也不想跟他确认,就算是,又能怎样?




接下来的,只希望自己能够好好享受接下来的日子。
也希望家人能够开开心心的。。。