这几个星期，我反反复复的想，除了想，还是想，终于对自己有了答案。
我决定放下了。
放下你和你。
突然得到人生启蒙，所以作出了这个选择。
跟你和你说声Bye Bye.
媚，我好爱你！
我跟自己说，记得每天要爱自己多一些~
这是新的另一个自己，新的阿媚，加油！
好了，今天就到此。
再会。
8 months ago
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
我也要！
最近在facebook 总是看到很多人结婚啦，或是把"single"换去"in a relationship"...
心里啊，既是又羡慕，又纳闷。。。人家也要拉~
也许你们会觉得奇怪“那么小就想结婚？”
只是，我会一直对自己未来的婚礼充满期望，一直幻想自己未来的家庭，丈夫，小孩。。。
希望自己未来能拥有一个幸福美满的家~
至于现在嘛，有时候，寂寞难耐的时候，总想有个人陪在身边啊~
让我照顾，或照顾我，让我玩弄，或玩弄我，让我疼爱，或疼爱我。。。
我，就是需要爱~ 需要关怀~
真悲哀~
今年圣诞节平安夜要怎么过？好想要浪漫的感觉哦~
人，再坚强，也会有想被呵护的时候。。。
我也是人啊~
哎~
*wish to be pampered* haha! xD
心里啊，既是又羡慕，又纳闷。。。人家也要拉~
也许你们会觉得奇怪“那么小就想结婚？”
只是，我会一直对自己未来的婚礼充满期望，一直幻想自己未来的家庭，丈夫，小孩。。。
希望自己未来能拥有一个幸福美满的家~
至于现在嘛，有时候，寂寞难耐的时候，总想有个人陪在身边啊~
让我照顾，或照顾我，让我玩弄，或玩弄我，让我疼爱，或疼爱我。。。
我，就是需要爱~ 需要关怀~
真悲哀~
今年圣诞节平安夜要怎么过？好想要浪漫的感觉哦~
人，再坚强，也会有想被呵护的时候。。。
我也是人啊~
哎~
*wish to be pampered* haha! xD
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Past or Future?
这次，是当时的最后一次了。。。我点了Hot Chocolate...
还记得，你点了那块黑黑色的, cheese cake 吧？ 还有一杯，如果没记错，是ice lemon tea.
曾几何时，你在我心目中的地位，是那么的不同。
现在呢？我也不知道，但，还是那么的重要。
但是，之前你我的感觉，已不在了吧？
剩下的，是有一点瑕疵的友情。
未来会怎样？我常问自己。。。
无论如何，我希望在我人生的各个阶段会有你，陪伴着我。
做朋友，在这个时候，总比做情人来得好~
哈哈！
友谊万岁！
我真的很开心，因为我遇见了你。 (:
Things that I never update.
Just realise there are actually couple of things that I forgoten to update in my blog. haha! Guess its not too late yet?
My car side windows have been broke on August, its really a very very unlucky day! And guess what? That day is 14/7 in lunar calender... its so Freaky!
I always park my car at the housing area near to the LRT station. That day I reach there about 8pm, and I feel weird once I go near to the car. Its takes me few seconds only i know what had happened to my car... slow abit... And I quickly call my sister cause I really don't know what should I do at the moment... T_T
side miror at the driver seat T_T
Side miror at the front passenger seat, its crack!
Another things to update is this:
This is the first time I have this Green Tea flavour cake! Intro by Hui Boon! ^^
And this is the one she bought to me. Its really nice!
Before this I felt green Tea made cake, ice cream is quite hard for me to accept... BUT, after I taste this --------I began to LOVE IT! ^^
Those who love Green Tea made products, must try it!!
Its available at RT cake house located at SS17, Shop Lots near to Asia Cafe. (:
My car side windows have been broke on August, its really a very very unlucky day! And guess what? That day is 14/7 in lunar calender... its so Freaky!
I always park my car at the housing area near to the LRT station. That day I reach there about 8pm, and I feel weird once I go near to the car. Its takes me few seconds only i know what had happened to my car... slow abit... And I quickly call my sister cause I really don't know what should I do at the moment... T_T
side miror at the driver seat T_T
Side miror at the front passenger seat, its crack!Another things to update is this:
This is the first time I have this Green Tea flavour cake! Intro by Hui Boon! ^^
And this is the one she bought to me. Its really nice!
Before this I felt green Tea made cake, ice cream is quite hard for me to accept... BUT, after I taste this --------I began to LOVE IT! ^^
Those who love Green Tea made products, must try it!!
Its available at RT cake house located at SS17, Shop Lots near to Asia Cafe. (:
Sunday, October 11, 2009
All The Best! (:
Really feel happy for you, feeling glad that you get to find some one to accompany you in your life.
At least there is some one there who can pampered you and love you that I couldn't give it to you.
You are really my best best best...... friend. And I really wish that you can get a lot a lot of happiness when u are being in another stage of life~ Haha!
Well. Suddenly i feel like crying just now.
The tears is not for any sadness but happiness that I felt to you.
Is like, finally you took your first step that you think you hardly to do it since last time.
This is the growth for your mental.
Its good to let you let go the principle you always grab tightly in the past. It is good for you not being "degil" anymore.
I guess you learned and see things in different angle this time, which I might not able to do it for this moment? I guess larr.
No matter how, yes, try it! Left no regret in your life.
Things might end up in sadness but also happiness.
However, all that memories are valuable.
And do remember, here is someone loving you too! (Don't think too much, its love for friends la! xp)
Enjoy it my dear~ (:
At least there is some one there who can pampered you and love you that I couldn't give it to you.
You are really my best best best...... friend. And I really wish that you can get a lot a lot of happiness when u are being in another stage of life~ Haha!
Well. Suddenly i feel like crying just now.
The tears is not for any sadness but happiness that I felt to you.
Is like, finally you took your first step that you think you hardly to do it since last time.
This is the growth for your mental.
Its good to let you let go the principle you always grab tightly in the past. It is good for you not being "degil" anymore.
I guess you learned and see things in different angle this time, which I might not able to do it for this moment? I guess larr.
No matter how, yes, try it! Left no regret in your life.
Things might end up in sadness but also happiness.
However, all that memories are valuable.
And do remember, here is someone loving you too! (Don't think too much, its love for friends la! xp)
Enjoy it my dear~ (:
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Desa Park City 091009
Yesterday is the day of me and Hb. Both of us went to Sunway Pyramid and Desa Park City for our second round of the day. ^^
Its has been a long time we didn't lepak at Sunway after our high school~ And the feeling is great, right? hehe!
We keep going to those shop like Nichii, Forever21, Kitchen, TopShop... To update our fashion sense?~ Haha. And she targeted quite some of the clothes from those shops~ And keep saying, I need to be rich, haha!
Yesterday, finally I have claimed my 3 years birthday present from her. Its a pair of shoes and I really like it so muchiieee! Thx ya girl! ^^
This is the most expensive birthday present I have receive ever! Cost RM120++. But its worth lo, for your bestie, 3 years present some more. Hehe. But I really like it lar! I promise I will take good care of it k? ^^
After Sunway, we proceed to Desa park City around 6+pm.
Well. Yes, Traffic Jam.... =.= Really test my driving skill.
However, we still manage to reach that place.
It is really a nice place with free parking (Haha!), Nice view and good security park (unlike the Kelana Jaya one, this is wat HB keep on repeating~) and The Hill! I remember the road, and manage to drive on to the Hill... But we just manage to stay for a short time, don't ask why, haha, quite pity also... xD
Nice place... Next time must have dinner there... With the love one... (Haha! Stop Dreaming! Wake up! xp) Yet, we really have great time for the day~ 万岁！^^
Excited? Yeahhh! ^^
The view of the Park at night. romantic. <3
My Present ^^ Love it! <3
Its has been a long time we didn't lepak at Sunway after our high school~ And the feeling is great, right? hehe!
We keep going to those shop like Nichii, Forever21, Kitchen, TopShop... To update our fashion sense?~ Haha. And she targeted quite some of the clothes from those shops~ And keep saying, I need to be rich, haha!
Yesterday, finally I have claimed my 3 years birthday present from her. Its a pair of shoes and I really like it so muchiieee! Thx ya girl! ^^
This is the most expensive birthday present I have receive ever! Cost RM120++. But its worth lo, for your bestie, 3 years present some more. Hehe. But I really like it lar! I promise I will take good care of it k? ^^
After Sunway, we proceed to Desa park City around 6+pm.
Well. Yes, Traffic Jam.... =.= Really test my driving skill.
However, we still manage to reach that place.
It is really a nice place with free parking (Haha!), Nice view and good security park (unlike the Kelana Jaya one, this is wat HB keep on repeating~) and The Hill! I remember the road, and manage to drive on to the Hill... But we just manage to stay for a short time, don't ask why, haha, quite pity also... xD
Nice place... Next time must have dinner there... With the love one... (Haha! Stop Dreaming! Wake up! xp) Yet, we really have great time for the day~ 万岁！^^
Excited? Yeahhh! ^^
The view of the Park at night. romantic. <3
My Present ^^ Love it! <3Monday, October 5, 2009
OCTOBER!
Here comes to October! Time Flies!!
Haha, it seems to be another long time I didn't update my blog. Haha!
What happens for this few days?? Umm. Actually I not really remember it due to my poor memory. >.<
But, yesterday, I really have a good time with my best best friend, boon~ Haha.
Guess what? Our class cancel, its pretty normal for class cancel for the first week of college in SSSH.
To make use of this good chance, we went to Sg. Wang and SHOP! Its has been a really long time that both of us to go shopping like yesterday! Haha, even though we are really dizzy (shop until dizzy), and my leg is pain, but still a word "satisfy!" hehe! ^^ (Girls like shopping okayy! xD)
After that, in the night time, we went for dinner at Kota Damansara with my sister.
And then after that we went for movie "sorority" at 11.55pm! I really feel sleepy at that time, but the movie awake me in the end! *SCARY* xp
That's all for yesterday~ Really Happy for having u guys~ And the new clothes!! haha!
xp
Haha, it seems to be another long time I didn't update my blog. Haha!
What happens for this few days?? Umm. Actually I not really remember it due to my poor memory. >.<
But, yesterday, I really have a good time with my best best friend, boon~ Haha.
Guess what? Our class cancel, its pretty normal for class cancel for the first week of college in SSSH.
To make use of this good chance, we went to Sg. Wang and SHOP! Its has been a really long time that both of us to go shopping like yesterday! Haha, even though we are really dizzy (shop until dizzy), and my leg is pain, but still a word "satisfy!" hehe! ^^ (Girls like shopping okayy! xD)
After that, in the night time, we went for dinner at Kota Damansara with my sister.
And then after that we went for movie "sorority" at 11.55pm! I really feel sleepy at that time, but the movie awake me in the end! *SCARY* xp
That's all for yesterday~ Really Happy for having u guys~ And the new clothes!! haha!
xp
