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Haizz.. first time meet accident, and it is happen today, 28 March 2009.Its like everything is "takdir", actually i should able to get out of the house early, but then like something make it delay, at last, met accident dy, right infront of my house.Its like, I still can't figure out what is actually happening when the accident happen, after I stop and look to the car, only i know what is actually happening. first I stunt, and then I call to my company to inform them I will be late for work, then I check how is my car and how is the another one, after that I make some phone calls, and I was going to cry when I talk to hui boon. Haizz. Its my fault la, didn't see properly =.=Really a memorable day for me... MALANG LA! >.<
Haha, Don't know whether there is such words (reborn) in the dictionary. But just wanna share with you guys that I am "reborn" xpIts a happy thing la actually. Before that I'm was so upset and depress, but now I am slowly walking out from that situation and move forward to my new life. Slowly I have accept the fact, understand that there is still a lot of wonderful things in my life. ^_^Now my life is full of colours, full of activities! ;DBesides studying, I involve more in my St. John Divisional activities, Working part time for eTiQa Takaful and Definite Make up. ;) Actually this is me, don't know why I just lost myself before this, finally myself is back again! xDAnd now, me and him turns better, more like a friend now. We talk to each other in a harmonious way. Its a good thing ah, atleast things turns better. I just hope everything will be fine, stop the uncomfortable feeling in my heart. And to my friends that have giving me much concern! Thx for you guys! Some of my friends willing to listen to me and comfort me when I was crying, Some of you giving me advice, and some of you say something to cheer me up! Even though is it just a simple action, but it means a lot to me! Friends, thanks for accompany me to go through those unhappy journey. Thanks for letting me know there is still you all when I feel alone. I'm glad because I have you all! Muackss!
昨晚反反复复得想了好几回~看了我们过去的照片,想着我们过去的回忆。还满怀念的。其实,也许我不了解他吧,也许事情不是我想得那么坏的。只要往好的一方面想,我就会轻松好多。心情也好许多。爱一个人,不就是要为对方着想,为对方付出,就算是牺牲一点也是值得的, 就因为你爱他。渐渐的,我忘了这点,把“爱”给扭曲了。“爱” 让我要求越多,贪婪的心态一直让自己不满足。变了。。。。。。但,现在醒悟还不迟吧?我相信,只要我对别人好,别人也会对我好的,不是吗?其实只要生变的人活得开心,自己就会变得开心了。加油!;)
失望, 我有资格吗? 我能吗?我已经不是他的谁了, 难道我还有资格对他失望吗?他一次次的举动都很伤透了我的心, 这还不足以让我醒过来吗?真不能想象, 当我在哭时, 他一句问候的话都没说, 反而在旁与别人说说笑笑.我接受不了. 我跟自己说, 当初所作出的选择是对的. 他, 让我觉得现在只是在利用我而已. 我只是一个工具, 我在他心目中连一个朋友都不是. 也许以后我没有利用价值的时候, 我什么都不是了. 我该庆幸吗? 因为我还值得被去利用阿!自从这次过后, 我想我应该要学会用什么心态来对待他吧?春媚, 别傻了, 醒来吧!