Wednesday, November 25, 2009

The one who really understand me A LOT

she is KHOR HUI BOON.

I suffer from my mental distortion this few days, and I just couldn't walk out from the circle, keep on turning around the circle.

Its really torturing.

I lost. I don't know which direction to go as in I don't know where the problems is...

I can't find the solutions to solve it, to solve the problem I have in my heart.

I know, if I get to change my mind, everything will be ok. But, I couldn't do it? aww.

And she drop the comment in my fb, my tears drop when I see what she wrote.

"cry whenever you wanna to cry,
keep quiet when you dun feel like wanna talk,
be URSELF..
do watever you want.
actually sumtimes when you dun feel like wanna talk, stop by a while, rest a while, may be you can thk more clear after that..... See More
being a human is not easy but not that hard as well,
it's the way you thk..
how you thk may bring lots of different.
posstive... negative..
however, always rmb there is a HER at a corner of the world..
her heart beats and will keep on beating bcuz worry of you, thking of you.
YOU are always in my HEART..
"

25/11/2009 7.40PM

Thank you! For understand me. U know what I'm suffering and know what I do not dare to do.

Thank you! For the encouragement!

Thank you! For being there with me, even though you are not beside me, but your heart beat I could feel it.

Thank you! For not letting me alone. though I really scared to be alone.

Thank you! For being there when I need some one.

Thank you! For everything.

Thank you! Khor Hui Boon!

Monday, November 16, 2009

复原

我,逐渐的复原了,虽然不是完全,但我可是很有信心的!

终于我看开了,是因为一场梦的关系。

与其停留在以前,不如勇往直前?

哈哈!

要看好未来!要对未来有希望!要展望未来!

往未来奔的你,加油哦!

未来的你,期待哦!

我的幸福,我来了!

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

懒。烂

最近真是很懒。。。 做什么都不起劲。

所以,整个人变得好烂!

哎~ 连写blog都不想。

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

这次,我来真的

这几个星期,我反反复复的想,除了想,还是想,终于对自己有了答案。

我决定放下了。

放下你和你。

突然得到人生启蒙,所以作出了这个选择。

跟你和你说声Bye Bye.

媚,我好爱你!

我跟自己说,记得每天要爱自己多一些~

这是新的另一个自己,新的阿媚,加油!

好了,今天就到此。

再会。

Friday, October 23, 2009

我也要!

最近在facebook 总是看到很多人结婚啦,或是把"single"换去"in a relationship"...

心里啊,既是又羡慕,又纳闷。。。人家也要拉~

也许你们会觉得奇怪“那么小就想结婚?”

只是,我会一直对自己未来的婚礼充满期望,一直幻想自己未来的家庭,丈夫,小孩。。。

希望自己未来能拥有一个幸福美满的家~

至于现在嘛,有时候,寂寞难耐的时候,总想有个人陪在身边啊~

让我照顾,或照顾我,让我玩弄,或玩弄我,让我疼爱,或疼爱我。。。

我,就是需要爱~ 需要关怀~

真悲哀~

今年圣诞节平安夜要怎么过?好想要浪漫的感觉哦~

人,再坚强,也会有想被呵护的时候。。。

我也是人啊~

哎~

*wish to be pampered* haha! xD