Tuesday, March 3, 2009

另一种方法

昨晚反反复复得想了好几回~

看了我们过去的照片,想着我们过去的回忆。还满怀念的。

其实,也许我不了解他吧,也许事情不是我想得那么坏的。

只要往好的一方面想,我就会轻松好多。心情也好许多。

爱一个人,不就是要为对方着想,为对方付出,就算是牺牲一点也是值得的, 就因为你爱他。

渐渐的,我忘了这点,把“爱”给扭曲了。

“爱” 让我要求越多,贪婪的心态一直让自己不满足。

变了。。。。。。但,现在醒悟还不迟吧?

我相信,只要我对别人好,别人也会对我好的,不是吗?

其实只要生变的人活得开心,自己就会变得开心了。加油!;)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

放得下吗?

失望, 我有资格吗? 我能吗?

我已经不是他的谁了, 难道我还有资格对他失望吗?

他一次次的举动都很伤透了我的心, 这还不足以让我醒过来吗?

真不能想象, 当我在哭时, 他一句问候的话都没说, 反而在旁与别人说说笑笑.

我接受不了. 我跟自己说, 当初所作出的选择是对的.

他, 让我觉得现在只是在利用我而已. 我只是一个工具, 我在他心目中连一个朋友都不是.

也许以后我没有利用价值的时候, 我什么都不是了.

我该庆幸吗? 因为我还值得被去利用阿!

自从这次过后, 我想我应该要学会用什么心态来对待他吧?

春媚, 别傻了, 醒来吧!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

原来这是真正的自己

还以为我们的分手,我可以很坦然地接受,但是看来并不是那样的。

其实你做的一切一切,对我来说还是有一定的影响力。

也许对你来说,我已经不算是什么了吧。

我为什么还要那么的在乎你对我的看法?不是已经分手了吗?

我不了解为什么你对其他人总是对我好, 面对我就摆出一幅, 像是我得罪你的样子.

说真的, 我好难受.

尤其是你那句:“要哭你给我上车哭。” 真的。。。。。。

那天, 在KTV听了好多好多伤心的歌,眼泪不受控制的留下来。总觉得那些歌词像是在写着自己。

我很讨厌自己这些烂心情!! 做人潇洒一点不就好了吗!! 为什么自己却那么的婆婆妈妈!!我这个烂人! 要把自己搞得那么的辛苦吗?真得很讨厌自己!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Chinese New Year 2009 (11)

15th day of CNY (Chor Sap Mm 初十五, last day of CNY)

This day day is Chap Goh Mei ahh... Its also Chinese's Valentine day~
I didn't go throw mandrain orange in the river today, but I have followed my brother to his Etiqa's Yee Sang dinner at Melacca.

The dinner is not bad la, just that I not really know the people around me, exept for Kok Leong, Pei Wen, and Jun Hwa. But what I can say is the performance is quite nice looo! Is traditional dance, but it is different from what we usually see. They are really professional dancer!! Salute them! Even my brother says the performance is nice! (My brother seldom says that) ^_^

In the end of the dinner, I got a pen under the chair. Haha, creative ya?? stick present under the chair! ^^

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Yo, this is what had happened to me during the 2009 CNY! Hope you all enjoy it!

P/s: I very enjoy my CNY this year, full of activities, Happiness, bonding with friends and families! ;)

Chinese New Year 2009 (10)

13th day of CNY (Chor Sap Sam 初十三)

Hoho, yesterday just back from genting, and this day, we going out again! Its 5 of us (me, Ying, Charlotte, Ah Lu, Yunyun) Sg. Wang time! Too bad ah
Ping have to work on that day laa >.<

We have visited Niko's shop on that day, and I have bought a singlet from her shop!! Frenz, remember go bong chan my friends ohh!! (her shop at the 6th floor, interested please ask me ahh! ^^)
And then I have bought a black dress and a long T too, its quite cheap (usually I dun buy expensive
things) xp.

~ Ying and Ah Lu ~

We have our lunch at Gasoline. I have order a set of Gasoline Chicken Chop, Yunyun, ying and charlotte order fried rice, while ah Lu order side dishes~ Haha, I believe after that day, They have fallen in love with the salad over there! Next time go sure order banyak-banyak loo! xp

Soh Poh~~~ xD

Happy moment is always pass fast, hope to meet with you guys soon!!!! o(n_n)o