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今天心情倾盆大雨

好久好久都没下那么大的雨了。
还带点雷电。。。

今天终于因为压抑过渡而哭了。

本以为自己是可以的。。。

哭，不是因为被人责怪，而是真的觉得自己做得不够好。。。

真的很想说一句对不起。。。

因为自己做得不够好，还要哭。 我实在是不想让你们看到的，但是还只忍不住心中的那一团闷气。。。

真的对不起。

忙碌过后

还有三个科目要考。

再过两天就要搬家了。

这些都是最近在忙的。

忙完过后，会是好天。

(:

BUSY

Life is so BUSY recently!

BUSY-ing packing things from my current house.

BUSY-ing cleaning my new house.

ARGHH!

I am so STRESS!

I need some personal time for my studies...

I really feel so worried and nervous for my exam...

PLS.

Let me pass!

State Cadet Camp 2010 (SCC'10)

I was struggling before I going to state camp this year. Seriously I feel really weird. I am already 20 years old, but state camp for me, its something for people that is around the age of 13 to 17.. And some more it has been 3 years I stop going to state camp... But, I know that I will regret if I still not going for this time... By the age of 21, I will lose the chance of getting my GP (Grand Prior) which I start aiming since I was form 3......

Camp has finish, my feelings towards this camp, is quite different compared to 3 years ago. I don't feel any nervous, or excitement, maybe I was having too much worries of the arrangement of transportation and also area performance which we hasn't well prepare yet. Other than that, I start feelings like a big sister to the members, not only my divisional, but for the whole area and even to all of the campers. There I see the different responsibilities I am having again compared to 2 years back.

Throughout the camp, I am able to expose myself freely, having fun or even Syok Sendiri, talk freely to anyone, even though I don't really know who they are... Haha, but the feelings is really good, like there is no boundaries between people. When people look at me, they smile, so do I. I feel really warm with this kind of situation.

Here comes to my group. I'm in group 16, Little Mermaid. This Group consist of 14 members including me, the leader, Sheng Yao, the assistant leader, Jie Hui, Seng Hou, Chia Yee, Jia Yee, Min, Ah Qian, Ah Chiew, Peng Chung, Jia Yuan, Kar Keong, Ah Kim, and Izzat. Its quite sad actually when some of my group members refuse to join some of the activities, because I think those activities will really helps them and make them learn something. For me, joining this kind of camp, we should always enjoy ourselves and participate in all activities. I hope you guys will still continue your journey, achieve GP and also get to learn more about leadership teamwork and etc... Last but not least for u guys, well done, we got the MOST OUTSTANDING GROUP!! ^^ And good job for my assistant leader as well, for taking over when I am not around, I see the leadership in you, hopefully you will become someone different in the future. (:

Seaport is incharge of the area performance during the camp fire this time. We did a sketch. At first, I am quite worry for them, as in they still looks blur in the rehearsal, still have a lot of doubt... But after practicing, they are acting better and better. Besides that, what I am impress is, the whole area members was actually contributing their parts in the performance. Where Jong and Katherine helps a lot in making up the costume and actions for Wai Loon who act as a "Ah Kua". And other division members come out with a really *OM* area cheer! Madam Che and Haris are the one coordinate the whole things. We receive a lot of good response throughout the performance. Even though out performance is quite short as compare to other areas, but we manage to bring the atmosphere so up high! GOOD JOB everyone! Last but not least again, We WON first place!! YEAH!!! Its all of the effort of KSTU members!!! Cheers*!

Good times during this camp is, our gossiping session with Haris, Mdm Che, Jong, Soo Theng and Katherine. HAHA! It is the most entertaining part laaR~~ And it makes our bond closer and closer. Appreciate it! ^^

After I come back from camp, I know that what I have been worry for before the camp, is... Yea, I think too much. I really learn a lot of other things during the camp. Out of sudden, I realize that, St John has actually taught me a lot a lot. Since I join in year of 2003, when I was form 1...

All I want to say is, Thank You, St. John. (: